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next week going to have a close book test , i hope i am i ready for the test ,next week going to be best week every last week of school (hope to chat with maria)long time never chat i hope she ok at there maybe this time find some close to home to chat with ,it going to be the end for me i c ,more competition to come who will improve this year for gpa wow hope i can at lease get 3.0 above hmm..
latelt my bro have been piss of ic hope he can take my joke ,sorry no disrespect or any but maybe it just a random joke ...........ok (*~*)
dont take it to the heart my man ,not insulting u but it random joke ,if u take it 2 the heart u will felt the pain
so sorry ok ,ok lah got to go does who ready this good luck with test and coming holiday .

dont take things for granted

as time goes i felt sometime i had taken things so granted that one day i can't pay anything for the love one i had right now.i remember the time that my grandparent took care of me went i was young ,till i am who i am right now.they were one of the best memory i had during child hood day .i felt sad , happy and nostalgic at the same time right now ,they were there for me but i felt that i could not do anything to make them happy right now.
went i had high fever day were there to took care of me till i felt better, my grandfather took turn with grandmother to heal my heart till it was better .sometime i felt stupid man  ,hmm i thing i something stuck to my eyes right now .

one day i hope to repay all of your kindness that shine to my soul some day i will try to be a person just like u ..


i still can believe he was    a school inspector of  ri i  during his time and my grandmother was a greatest teacher that touch many soul .but my mother side grandmother was one of the best cook,housewife and my grandfather used to tell me tale of his time ,were he would body building ,dancing ,a engineer just thinking of it made me felt pump up who can i be some day .  but both my grandparent had raise up wonderful kid ,that had a grandkid  that is one them is me .maybe some of u think why i m i writing this it how i felt man so just fish it if u can u swallow this ok thank u for reading  this and i wish a happy EARLY 76  birthday my best atok in the world Hassan bin sani
  

a dream

just now manage to sleep for a while,but wake up to a dream i had.it was about my cca went i had during secondary,seems like a flash back ,i used to recall that  it was like we had shift our old judo from aes to fajar it self.it was the first time it was nice well build beside the spooky dnt room,we had our training every time till i graduated from fajar .we had the same training time as the dancers in our schools also.it was very nostalgic maybe the memory i had having fun through tough training  .every time i do star jump i could remember ,the feeling like almost shit on my pants the training at aes was like never i had in my life but it was fun we had doge ball ,all that stuff that u can think of like u see in those martial movie were the master train u too be the best in any form one day i hope that i can return to the martial art world.

this few day not feeling very well ,tired to wake up morning for sahur ,life like empty but maybe it the started of ramadan .hope can fast till end of month .i learn many stuff during ramadan ,like what is (afdal) mean need to do
something that is benefit for myself during this holy month.
understand what is lack in my own self and try to restrain oneself from any lust act ,or to cleans one mind from any action that is forbidden.
i still lack many stuff as a muslim person,maybe is the way i live or the way i act in part but for now just learn the basic try to under stand more to be independent .so i hope any one give me answers to my question.

remix anybody so ,thanks for your attention

Do I need any frens??
No I Dun Think so... Its better too being alone
With or without
They will only drag u down
So pathetic... so addict
What will u do if u a fool
Some time fee like muel
To stuck around
There alot of bastard to be found
Backstabs who or are u too one off them or will someone be around
To saved you
When u get too close to them
U will feel like bull
The feeling of being the odd one out
That feeling indescribable
That so heart Wrenching
So devoted but unrewarded
Sometimes feel like Crying
Or just feel like Shouting
How I wish
To be a retard or
Someone with a mental proud.
U can’t solve any Problems yourself
It takes a calm mind to talk thinks around
Some time does feel right or don’t work at all
u will be there for me
I always admire you ability, who u wants to be
so mr misery don’t feel this hearted
Or u will end up feeling retard
So take a chill, take a breath enjoy what
U had that is friendship, dignity, teamwork, love
That u need in life. so don’t think too much or
u will get this hearted.
Dear reader 99% I add it ok to all reader copy right by me “soul man”
No actual person is referring to sorry if it hurt to hear it a random
Word that I remix ok if any comment Please drop by k thks want to know more views point of view

this the new word that i cant say but it felt right here

Some time I feel like running away from the fact that I still like her, I hope to give something, to repay her kindness she have give me .she was the first ladies to have open my heart and the first love sight
That I seen. I hope someday she would find a better man who can give her a comfort that which I can’t afford to give or had in me.
Maybe is god way of teaching me .
Love can be give which could be take
Every body have some one to love
But sometime in return we cant give
Memory is like a petal of flower
It gives u comfort every hour
As time is fade
The memory still unchanged
Feeling still fresh as it was yesterday
U keep me company in time of sorrow
U make me happy till tomorrow
So I wish u could fine a guy
Who could love u in every way
So ps my dear take care
Till I fear we can’t meet again

mr cool man here a poem 2 u

i like your style i like your move so here a poet that i create for u.
Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful.
it nice word with a tune in my ear so here a continue post of the poem that feed it verb
hows the top that u see is it clear as it can be ,how do u do mr cool so here a poem that is 2 be
is it certain it clear like a blue sea that is shine like a rainbow,is your heart is telling me that u got her number
so what are u waiting for ask her out for tomorrow or in the summer? if u got some time create some song someday,let begin what had been written , word had been spoken so let begin writing ....

cool week end

today was a great day ,what a week end .today went out to a malay wedding wow the food was nice,some catering .i think i seen some of the waiters before i guess still remind me off the old day were i enjoy working with my dad ....hmm .after that i went to buy putu piring it was nice but the que was long .so that what i did hope next week is great ++++no over buget my allowence this week .happy school day .it time to change the view of my limit .ps keep on reading guys...

it been far to long that i havent up date my blog ,so try to think some think up right now .ok here goes noting this week i think i over buget my pocket money ,jiz maybe i think up to much of buying stuff that i forgot about what i have .so i try to use all the stuff that i bought that one of my mission i guess.

today was a great day also ,i manage to group with the girl man,long time but it was funny .manage to almost finish watching some old cartoon ,some people think i childish but does mind man what important is what u feel good about yourself....hmmm that all for 2day folks stay tune to what comming next .ps happy reading bye

lately been thinking about stuff

lately been thinking that i dont have any gold in life that last long then a season .i been thinking what .... will i been went i was at my father age went he was late 20 .hmm ... will i still find my dream girl yet by then.

so far i have made alot of mistake in life that cant be change or regret not doing ?/so i think i show try somethink new and mix with the old self to make a brand new me .hhmm still think who will i been went i turn 20 .

still think

it great to be back ,this term is the final term wow so fast,many stuff have happen but this 2 year have been great ,but lately i need to make some change for the better ,fasting is coming so fast hope to make some memories before living the school and close bond i guess .

love

lately i been watching a few shows one of the show is pride the main actor is takuya kimura and Takeuchi Yuko the actress .it about a guy who doesnt no what love is and find a gap to feel his empty heart .he meet aki who still waiting for her love to come.just watch the first episode but it got good story line .now understand what is need to have the right partner to complete the heart if u fell your life is in complite.the most think about is to find the person who can accept you who you are even in any state that u in and try to work think out throught hard time or good .so hope who enjoy japanese drama should watch this show .

this week

this week was a great week for me ,final get to watch tranformer 2 ,one of my favourite cartoon show during child hood.wow megan fox what a babe hope to have some one like that in my class which can turn my engine rolling.

lately been bicycle riding that was great but today was the funniest thing happen,my sis got her new bicycle bought by my cool grandma.i try it on it was cool but what a mistake as i was going faster the seat went moving and the brake could not stop luck man i never fly went hit the small drain hole if not i got wing no need mr redbull to fly .

that for all folks.

ps i just pass my exam cool hope to get to poly soon .

spend time with aunt for a long time

today was a great day ,got the document for astma and get the medication from clinic (ps i now new that i got astma went i was 4 year old) ,go out with aunt and uncle who i an joy with who care for me much even since i was small and play .so cool and great happy holiday cool tml garderning again .

feeling that change

as the time grow old u will see the time change very fast ,u will see the one you love fade from your life and the dearest one u care in your heart change like the taste of the cloth u wear.for me i still could not give even feeling for the one i care ,some time the feeling will change it very hard to maintain with just visiting them or taking care of them growing up is the hardesting i will take in my life i guess .i still dont no well, whom my realitive from my father side or other that feel like making my parent happy .lately i feel like not getting close to any body who i been close bonded with through my life and sometime i dont wish to hurt them but that other side i haven shown most to anybody who i care so much but if they had show i sorry maybe it for there best or maybe it not for them .

got to burst at some point

sometime i dont fill good about some stuff ,felt angrysome time went things never turn up the way it should .sometimes feel very tired being nice to them even went the feeling is not good, someday fill very bored,but for one thing for sure i will get angry at stuff do not seems right ,so if the person dont no me that well they will get hurt by my word or even will get cold shoulder that went im get to much crap from them some time i will feel to . ,so i m going to say sorry for anybody who have been there that how i am but try to get things going back to normal at that moment please give me some time to cool down
i try to control but sometime i just snap some time for some odd reasent.
that what human do sometime

great 2 be back for awhile

just got back from jb tired i guess ,got flu a little bit but maybe can cure by tml ,3 more week to school .great life but broke got hole in my pocket.this few month been great but fast
it been 1 and a half years been great class is fun and peace full .wow but miss the old class mates.soon will be ns wow tought life ,dont no can take it or not hope astma wont attack .but last week was great got to be with nenek cool ,fun with her around ,bring back memory went she took care of me for 10 years until i grow up porperly .but yesterday meal was great fish and chips .sweet*##*

garderning time

tml going back to nature man ,gardening i guess but so far only one fruit manage to grow thk god .life can be simple if u see the way i see ,gardening is fun onece you try it .if the plant start to grow you will enjoy it.now i know that life can be meaning full but simple .earth can be great in some way ,and some time can be harmful to oneself if u dont take care of the thing around u /so we must make it green in some way or we dont get a chance to enjoy life to the fullest.

nostalgic memory

today ,i had a dream before waking up at 5 am in the morning .i remember i was at a place were i use to go during holiday with my parent .it was a part of johor i use to visit ,it in holiday inn i guess.in those day i would be the most happy person i guess ,even with small give or 2 drum stick on my hand i would always smile ,those day i have no worries of exam ,love life ,friends or family .i would buy a lot of candy and stuff.

but now i guess i should grow up and be a man some day.even now deep down in my heart i wanted to be a small kid again .sometime i would just act to be adult ,given the sirus look
went something happen or just alway think how fortunate i am to have my parent who work so hard to earn luxuries living .

my both granparent who thought me about meaning of life in there own style ,was so cool i guess
some time i envy the way they were brought up .i remember once went i was a kid ,i would go below the hillview block which my grandaunty use to live and buy the the toy machine .my grandmother was them fierce that day wow she scold the shop ower until my sister joke about
the event until the shop owner close because of my grandmother scolding on top of that i get twisted on my ear that it hurt for the hold day .

that one of the day that it is very bitter but memories day .it happen went i was primary 2 i guess .event went i am typing now i feel the glow in my heart like it never happen before .the warm and glowing feeling .
so that one of my story i guess on day hope to be a mini writer i guess

some day with friends.

so boring day today,tml got test hope to pass ,sometime envy people but maybe that life .wah today weather hot man ,wish to go swimming again and move around the pool shoook*~*.today just get anew friends call raven cool hope to chat again .maria hope to chat 2 .get to talk with people great sometime one day find work then party cool .hope to have barbecue man yahoo.the gang is back for holiday ............

changes in life that wont fade a ways

some time life you will have a greater day in life but sometime u will have the sadness day till it remain in your heart.for me this event happen today .one of my relatives past on to the other side ,i still remember that i was joking about last meal then but one of my bro told me it wast funny .it like they always say your last meal before you going to go to after life .i was regret the word slip out of my mouth .

from now on i try not joke about the after life,he was a great person ,can compose a lyric and a strong man ,that i new about him .

so in life u must take a chance to do what most you can do about yourself ,dont dream about becoming big but start were you are with what you have i so some day u are were you stand i guess .....,, so this my learn of understand about life ........

so that about it till next time ......,,

about me

18 y ,average person ,like to taste food,sometime like to do funny stuff ,hope to be sombody one day.hope to learn new stuff and meet new people.

hope to understand more people in what there meaning in life and what make them who there are ?

some time dont no what happen that change the person ?

for me alot people change my life like went i was primary 5 ,i dont lesent to anybody dont care about anybody but myself ,until went to the national stadium for preview i went to hospital for few week because of astma and dont care about my astma and the sun ws hot like a oven .

so that changes about me that had happen .

so this is the start of my story .