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next week going to have a close book test , i hope i am i ready for the test ,next week going to be best week every last week of school (hope to chat with maria)long time never chat i hope she ok at there maybe this time find some close to home to chat with ,it going to be the end for me i c ,more competition to come who will improve this year for gpa wow hope i can at lease get 3.0 above hmm..
latelt my bro have been piss of ic hope he can take my joke ,sorry no disrespect or any but maybe it just a random joke ...........ok (*~*)
dont take it to the heart my man ,not insulting u but it random joke ,if u take it 2 the heart u will felt the pain
so sorry ok ,ok lah got to go does who ready this good luck with test and coming holiday .

dont take things for granted

as time goes i felt sometime i had taken things so granted that one day i can't pay anything for the love one i had right now.i remember the time that my grandparent took care of me went i was young ,till i am who i am right now.they were one of the best memory i had during child hood day .i felt sad , happy and nostalgic at the same time right now ,they were there for me but i felt that i could not do anything to make them happy right now.
went i had high fever day were there to took care of me till i felt better, my grandfather took turn with grandmother to heal my heart till it was better .sometime i felt stupid man  ,hmm i thing i something stuck to my eyes right now .

one day i hope to repay all of your kindness that shine to my soul some day i will try to be a person just like u ..


i still can believe he was    a school inspector of  ri i  during his time and my grandmother was a greatest teacher that touch many soul .but my mother side grandmother was one of the best cook,housewife and my grandfather used to tell me tale of his time ,were he would body building ,dancing ,a engineer just thinking of it made me felt pump up who can i be some day .  but both my grandparent had raise up wonderful kid ,that had a grandkid  that is one them is me .maybe some of u think why i m i writing this it how i felt man so just fish it if u can u swallow this ok thank u for reading  this and i wish a happy EARLY 76  birthday my best atok in the world Hassan bin sani
  

a dream

just now manage to sleep for a while,but wake up to a dream i had.it was about my cca went i had during secondary,seems like a flash back ,i used to recall that  it was like we had shift our old judo from aes to fajar it self.it was the first time it was nice well build beside the spooky dnt room,we had our training every time till i graduated from fajar .we had the same training time as the dancers in our schools also.it was very nostalgic maybe the memory i had having fun through tough training  .every time i do star jump i could remember ,the feeling like almost shit on my pants the training at aes was like never i had in my life but it was fun we had doge ball ,all that stuff that u can think of like u see in those martial movie were the master train u too be the best in any form one day i hope that i can return to the martial art world.

this few day not feeling very well ,tired to wake up morning for sahur ,life like empty but maybe it the started of ramadan .hope can fast till end of month .i learn many stuff during ramadan ,like what is (afdal) mean need to do
something that is benefit for myself during this holy month.
understand what is lack in my own self and try to restrain oneself from any lust act ,or to cleans one mind from any action that is forbidden.
i still lack many stuff as a muslim person,maybe is the way i live or the way i act in part but for now just learn the basic try to under stand more to be independent .so i hope any one give me answers to my question.

remix anybody so ,thanks for your attention

Do I need any frens??
No I Dun Think so... Its better too being alone
With or without
They will only drag u down
So pathetic... so addict
What will u do if u a fool
Some time fee like muel
To stuck around
There alot of bastard to be found
Backstabs who or are u too one off them or will someone be around
To saved you
When u get too close to them
U will feel like bull
The feeling of being the odd one out
That feeling indescribable
That so heart Wrenching
So devoted but unrewarded
Sometimes feel like Crying
Or just feel like Shouting
How I wish
To be a retard or
Someone with a mental proud.
U can’t solve any Problems yourself
It takes a calm mind to talk thinks around
Some time does feel right or don’t work at all
u will be there for me
I always admire you ability, who u wants to be
so mr misery don’t feel this hearted
Or u will end up feeling retard
So take a chill, take a breath enjoy what
U had that is friendship, dignity, teamwork, love
That u need in life. so don’t think too much or
u will get this hearted.
Dear reader 99% I add it ok to all reader copy right by me “soul man”
No actual person is referring to sorry if it hurt to hear it a random
Word that I remix ok if any comment Please drop by k thks want to know more views point of view

this the new word that i cant say but it felt right here

Some time I feel like running away from the fact that I still like her, I hope to give something, to repay her kindness she have give me .she was the first ladies to have open my heart and the first love sight
That I seen. I hope someday she would find a better man who can give her a comfort that which I can’t afford to give or had in me.
Maybe is god way of teaching me .
Love can be give which could be take
Every body have some one to love
But sometime in return we cant give
Memory is like a petal of flower
It gives u comfort every hour
As time is fade
The memory still unchanged
Feeling still fresh as it was yesterday
U keep me company in time of sorrow
U make me happy till tomorrow
So I wish u could fine a guy
Who could love u in every way
So ps my dear take care
Till I fear we can’t meet again

mr cool man here a poem 2 u

i like your style i like your move so here a poet that i create for u.
Love is like a mountain, hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful.
it nice word with a tune in my ear so here a continue post of the poem that feed it verb
hows the top that u see is it clear as it can be ,how do u do mr cool so here a poem that is 2 be
is it certain it clear like a blue sea that is shine like a rainbow,is your heart is telling me that u got her number
so what are u waiting for ask her out for tomorrow or in the summer? if u got some time create some song someday,let begin what had been written , word had been spoken so let begin writing ....