garderning time

tml going back to nature man ,gardening i guess but so far only one fruit manage to grow thk god .life can be simple if u see the way i see ,gardening is fun onece you try it .if the plant start to grow you will enjoy it.now i know that life can be meaning full but simple .earth can be great in some way ,and some time can be harmful to oneself if u dont take care of the thing around u /so we must make it green in some way or we dont get a chance to enjoy life to the fullest.

nostalgic memory

today ,i had a dream before waking up at 5 am in the morning .i remember i was at a place were i use to go during holiday with my parent .it was a part of johor i use to visit ,it in holiday inn i guess.in those day i would be the most happy person i guess ,even with small give or 2 drum stick on my hand i would always smile ,those day i have no worries of exam ,love life ,friends or family .i would buy a lot of candy and stuff.

but now i guess i should grow up and be a man some day.even now deep down in my heart i wanted to be a small kid again .sometime i would just act to be adult ,given the sirus look
went something happen or just alway think how fortunate i am to have my parent who work so hard to earn luxuries living .

my both granparent who thought me about meaning of life in there own style ,was so cool i guess
some time i envy the way they were brought up .i remember once went i was a kid ,i would go below the hillview block which my grandaunty use to live and buy the the toy machine .my grandmother was them fierce that day wow she scold the shop ower until my sister joke about
the event until the shop owner close because of my grandmother scolding on top of that i get twisted on my ear that it hurt for the hold day .

that one of the day that it is very bitter but memories day .it happen went i was primary 2 i guess .event went i am typing now i feel the glow in my heart like it never happen before .the warm and glowing feeling .
so that one of my story i guess on day hope to be a mini writer i guess

some day with friends.

so boring day today,tml got test hope to pass ,sometime envy people but maybe that life .wah today weather hot man ,wish to go swimming again and move around the pool shoook*~*.today just get anew friends call raven cool hope to chat again .maria hope to chat 2 .get to talk with people great sometime one day find work then party cool .hope to have barbecue man yahoo.the gang is back for holiday ............

changes in life that wont fade a ways

some time life you will have a greater day in life but sometime u will have the sadness day till it remain in your heart.for me this event happen today .one of my relatives past on to the other side ,i still remember that i was joking about last meal then but one of my bro told me it wast funny .it like they always say your last meal before you going to go to after life .i was regret the word slip out of my mouth .

from now on i try not joke about the after life,he was a great person ,can compose a lyric and a strong man ,that i new about him .

so in life u must take a chance to do what most you can do about yourself ,dont dream about becoming big but start were you are with what you have i so some day u are were you stand i guess .....,, so this my learn of understand about life ........

so that about it till next time ......,,

about me

18 y ,average person ,like to taste food,sometime like to do funny stuff ,hope to be sombody one day.hope to learn new stuff and meet new people.

hope to understand more people in what there meaning in life and what make them who there are ?

some time dont no what happen that change the person ?

for me alot people change my life like went i was primary 5 ,i dont lesent to anybody dont care about anybody but myself ,until went to the national stadium for preview i went to hospital for few week because of astma and dont care about my astma and the sun ws hot like a oven .

so that changes about me that had happen .

so this is the start of my story .