this few day not feeling very well ,tired to wake up morning for sahur ,life like empty but maybe it the started of ramadan .hope can fast till end of month .i learn many stuff during ramadan ,like what is (afdal) mean need to do
something that is benefit for myself during this holy month.
understand what is lack in my own self and try to restrain oneself from any lust act ,or to cleans one mind from any action that is forbidden.
i still lack many stuff as a muslim person,maybe is the way i live or the way i act in part but for now just learn the basic try to under stand more to be independent .so i hope any one give me answers to my question.